Saturday, November 11, 2006
don't people just leave you behind all the time? stuck in a moment? where you take a few minutes to contemplate and try grasp what had just happened? yeah well, that feeling sucks. it's like when something bad happens to you, and you wonder, if that big dude up there who controls, well practically everything, was playing a game with you. something grabs your mind, or rather, your heart, leaving you thoughtless, empty and alone. and sorry is just a word, cant prove anything. it's difficult to tell if a person is really sincere. life's a show, and it seems pretty easy to pretend to be sincere, or maybe some people just trust the wrong people too easily. because the same shit keeps happening over and over. and obviously sorry doesnt really make up for leaving you behind. people can always forgive, but i bet they wouldnt forget what you did. so forgiveness is just a lie we all tell. cause a memory lasts forever. and even time couldnt erase it, its true, time heals all wounds, but wounds leaves scars behind, and its always gonna remind us about the past, and the pain.
i am not your rolling wheels, i am the highway. i am not your carpet ride, i am the sky.
yours truly
